I have been dying to tell u this. they are planning to send me to Canada :D:D
u have no idea how much im happy right now.
i know we,cannot trust my company, its a big time disappointment generator. but still, with this small hope, like thousand watts bulb is there in my life now. i already started dreaming about my life. i would study part time, i would get driving licence, i would search for another job. i would travel to my aunts place over weekend. and i would call my grand mother and the smallest of my cousin who is one year old now, to live with me for some time. i know building so much hope over my company is bad, but still i cant help it man. im so excited. this could be the one ultimate solution to all my problem.
I will say one more thing. just before this offer came to me, i mailed (no spoke) my husband about "Shall we get settled in Australia" and the topic immediately went to baby n house. ass hole!
When he is as good as not being considerate at all there is nothing wrong with me to treat him like a shit. i mailed him saying i have plans to take leave and go to my native. today again he mailed me asking one fucking question about my leave plans, i was so pissed off i didn't answer his mail for very long time and in the end asked him how much is our internet bill and then that my dad has booked ticket for us to Dubai n Thailand. he mailed again something, but his way of asking is so irritating like i wanna punch something very hard. he is so least considerate. he is like in a separate tracks. we both want different things. and i don't want him or his mother.
So, u r asking me why i have not spoke about her mother in this post. well, no problem till now. its as if she is not there in this house for me, and for her as if im not there here. let it continue for few more months till i get visa. O God! please save me! its like u showed water to a dying person. now dont take it back.
All my plans will be cancelled now. im going to stop job search, stop taking one month leave, or stop looking for short term transfer. depending heavily on this new plan. please god, dont break me again. Cant wait now!!! :D:D
u have no idea how much im happy right now.
i know we,cannot trust my company, its a big time disappointment generator. but still, with this small hope, like thousand watts bulb is there in my life now. i already started dreaming about my life. i would study part time, i would get driving licence, i would search for another job. i would travel to my aunts place over weekend. and i would call my grand mother and the smallest of my cousin who is one year old now, to live with me for some time. i know building so much hope over my company is bad, but still i cant help it man. im so excited. this could be the one ultimate solution to all my problem.
I will say one more thing. just before this offer came to me, i mailed (no spoke) my husband about "Shall we get settled in Australia" and the topic immediately went to baby n house. ass hole!
When he is as good as not being considerate at all there is nothing wrong with me to treat him like a shit. i mailed him saying i have plans to take leave and go to my native. today again he mailed me asking one fucking question about my leave plans, i was so pissed off i didn't answer his mail for very long time and in the end asked him how much is our internet bill and then that my dad has booked ticket for us to Dubai n Thailand. he mailed again something, but his way of asking is so irritating like i wanna punch something very hard. he is so least considerate. he is like in a separate tracks. we both want different things. and i don't want him or his mother.
So, u r asking me why i have not spoke about her mother in this post. well, no problem till now. its as if she is not there in this house for me, and for her as if im not there here. let it continue for few more months till i get visa. O God! please save me! its like u showed water to a dying person. now dont take it back.
All my plans will be cancelled now. im going to stop job search, stop taking one month leave, or stop looking for short term transfer. depending heavily on this new plan. please god, dont break me again. Cant wait now!!! :D:D
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