Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Women

Sapien is a new book, I am yet to read it. But one sentence in it - a chimpanzee vs a human, chimpanzee would win, but 1000 chimpanzee vs 1000 thousand human, the humans would win. This got me thinking of my earlier statement, 2 women can't live under one roof. I used to think that women are expremely powerful and hence 2 powerful source can't be together it would destroy itself. Like 2 lions don't get along together. But now I am looking at the point of view again. In a house many men's can live together in harmony, although the quality of the life is highly questionable. Women are very particular about the way of life, the can't compromise, small things bug them a lot and they can let go of bigger things. Or is it they are too much occupied in the little things that bigger things don't have the space in their brain. 

Update: as i continued reading the book, the book hints why women are being dominated by men in our society. In some animal kingdom the females dominate, even though the males are physically strong. the reason is in that group the females have higher social skill and they form a community to take care of the kids. while the males are just irresponsible and aggressive once. when any male try to dominate using his physical strength then the group of females trash him. we don't have the unity in women as the chimps. we became submissive and pleasing men because we needed his approval so that he will stick around to share the burden of kids. now, do i wish we were like the chimps? had we humans be female dominating society, would we have made progress the same way we are doing now? or, did we make the mens better by teaching them to be less aggressive, and hence grow up as a society. i admit the progress done by humans as a civilisation is largely due to mens contribution, but still had it been the other way around, what kind of progress would we have made, may be it would have been a totally different kind of progress, like almost no wars and hence all the war related technology and the resultant technology would be missing. but more improvement for social network, organisation, cleanliness, health, food, etc might have been made. - Just a thought!

Sunday, July 22, 2018

Life simple or complex

https://youtu.be/BTuU4kwCbVk

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Dream about my job

It's long time I blogged.
So I quit my job on 20 April. And it's been 3 months that I am at home enjoying my break.

I had a dream today about my job. I am working in a company that looked like a hole. I had been moved from an assignment because of my "performance" . In my next assignment I was asked to wait for my task. And then in the end , one girl spent 3 hr over a client call which turned out to be an advertisement and she worried what she will fill celoxis task for those 3 hours. I on the other had empty day for most of that day but that worry didn't cross my mind. I was like oh god, something wrong with me I am not efficient. And as the day got closer everyone was asking about their days performance with the lead who by the way was almost a fresher. She was praising all of them who asked, then she pointed out 2 people me and another guy saying we didn't do anything. I was like but you said to wait for your task. Then she said that in my previous assignment she had slept and hence I didn't have a task to do, it is my duty to get the task no matter what. It's then I realized what had happened in my previous assignment, she slept at work and I got the blame. So unfair. She then asked me if I want to go to another cool off period. Then I started pleading from her to give me another chance and asked her if I should just stand on your head for next task and she said yes. Next I was literally standing on top of her head while she was sitting on t he floor and bending and asked me to give me task. It was already 5 and I said  I will stay back till 6 so give me task till 6. She then have something and left. I went to restroom and when I was back the phone seemed to have voice message for my lead. I switched it on but didn't pay too much attention as I didn't understand it. Then a conference call us started with my lead and and manager and others. I didn't realize that and thought it was part of another voice mail. Then I was called loudly, are you there are you there? I again apologised and said I had thought it was a voice message running. I looked silly giving that excuse. And as the call was running someone outsider barged in the office and I was alone there. He then went, commenting I was alone and it would be easier for him to take advantage. He is going to come back. I locked all the doors and screamed my manger name who was also a girl. Said the situation and said I am leaving the office. I had to change my clothes before leaving and I was hurrying up. In that tension I woke up.

It was an exact summary of what had happened in my previous job. So came here to blog it.