I am feeling overwhelmed. I am feeling powerless day by day. I was hoping that everything will become al-right, I will be back to my old self, but I dont see any improvement in me. I am still a scared chicken. I need help, because I cannot afford to be weak.Why is that I find bully around me all the time? Even the worth for nothing kind of guys like my husband or mother in law pick me to show that they are powerful. Here Bujji is trying to dominate. I generally act modestly and make fun of myself, I never act like I am proud of my self, I think this habit has taken its toll, the act I started believing in. My confidence level has gone way down.
God, I am tired. I cannot run and hide any more.
God give me strength, give me confidence to take one more step.