I try not to be dependent on my husband for happiness, he is lazy, useless, selfish, yes. Accept it and move on. I have to achieve great fleet, i cant rant on and on on him. I have to focus my energy on other things. Move on, i cant complain on house chore for a long time. Just do what you can and move on. Many have done it, you can do it easily too. Just concentrate your energy on something else.
Saturday, December 19, 2020
Thursday, December 3, 2020
Just some ranting.
Lots of things running in my mind:
1. Why i am constantly jealous of people. I am jealous of people who married the man she loves. I am jealous of people who have a bit better husband.
2. Yesterday i was jealous of my neighbour, she got a job and i saw her dressed up nicely for work.
3. I feel bad for my relationship. i am in a dead end relationship. He only needs food and sex, nothing else, dont even care to talk to me. well, honestly even if he talks, i feel it is garbage. I have stopped making effort to make him happy. I just dont see any point of it. It is always give and give, and not one kind word in return.
I was thinking, my level of satisfaction is not in having a loving husband. My satisfaction should come from a greater task. Which i do with my own hands. Thats your destiny. Move towards that instead of complaining about the set, god made for you.
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