my bitch family is not giving me my laptop to me. im not able to blog as regularly as i want, that too when so many things are happening in my life and i dont have anyone to share with.
my mom and my mom in law fought, as expected and my mom was super pissed off and cant let it go like a shameless bitch do. my mom in law fell in my mom's leg for forgiveness, he he... bitch....
i had awesome time bitching about my mom in law to my mom and she also understand what an ass she is.
now for sure my mom cannot stay in the same house as my mom in law. she has sworn it.
i have taken 2.5 weeks of leave and me n my mom has come down to Chennai. i have told my husband also that i will come back after 2.5 weeks. and he freaked out because he will get boared it seems. he is an ass, he is using me to guard himself against his mother. i hate him, and his mother the most.
my relatives will ask all sort of questions just to annoy me of what n why if i stay longer. and i will also get boared and most importantly will lose my image/respect if i stay longer not going to office.
but i dont want to go to that hell again while im pregnant. for may reasons, every day there are problem, not just one day or few days, its everyday issue for me. i dont eat well, she dont cook at all. no vegetables. no fruits, and what ever she cooks she is doing me a big favor. and the attitude that she shows while im eating makes me puke what ever little i ate on her face back. and ofcourse my scared chicken husband will come from office late to avoid talking to anyone in the house. its is truely a hell. staying there for one day is tough, like suicide and im thinking of staying there for another 5 months which is the most crucial period of my life, i have to be happy and eat well. in this 5 months i can go back to another depression and come back so much time. or may not come back this time if i get all the mood swings.
the question now is do u want to make ur life's most crucial 5 months hell because of the fear of society or do u have the guts to take a big step? rest of the plan i will figure out later what ever decision u take. this problem might not be there after 5 months because i will come home then and after the baby... we might shift to new house because the house owner wants us to vacate. and then the bitch wont be with us, hopefully.
ok, so the solution is clear now, im going to stay here, i just shouldnt freak out and just execute the plan.
All the best!!
