Happy in being sad?

What I wonder is why people enjoy complaining. There is nothing to complain about, then we go how boring some of the TV series are. I mean what the hell, they are boring then let it be, its not like we have got only one channel and only TV for our entertainment. I mean why we are happy in being sad? Why cant we be genuinely happy or invest our time and energy in what we enjoy and gain.

Im growing

Im little slow, in being a matured. i make it up with my geekyness.

From the past year, i felt a little growth in my, which made me realize that there is scope still.

Im but proud to be a geek and explore more in other areas too...

Mother in law

In all my honesty, 80% of the women would say I'm lucky to have her. Of course she is good. Things could be worst. But what am i supposed to do when she wants me to work or help her in kitchen but wants things to work exactly she has been doing? What am i supposed to do when her tolerance for such thing is so low, what am i supposed to do when ego creeps in her before she can see I'm trying all my level best to adjust.

What am i supposed to do when i get angry so much that i feel like banging my hand so hard on something that could break something, crush my teeth so hard that i could hear the screeching sound.

What am i supposed to do when both of us are trying our ass off to prove we are the best women in the whole world.

What will i do when i will just loose it one day.

I got new laptop

Hey, life seems to become very simple after owning a dell studio with windows 7. I mapped my blog with the tool available, so that i can start writing blog as if i write it in a text pad, without having to sign in and stuff.

Its cool. I promise i will write often now.

One week in a new place. One thing that i wanted to write is - the size of vegetables, fruits, and even the people. everything is so huge!

First day in US

Finally after 25 years, came to the land of opportunity. though didn't meet anyone till now, i feel good. The house is nice, everything made with a good sense, comfortable and beautiful. And another point is, no one is watching me. i can wear my hair in any way, doesn't matter any more.

What i did on my first day?
I connected my laptop to net.
Talked to mom and dad in Skye.
And eat @ home.
Watched some crappy movie.

What i didn't do?
Didn't sleep during day - to avoid jet lag.
Didn't shop for things like pillow, comforter, phone.
Didn't cook.
Didn't work.

I got up early now, wrong setting of time in my alarm. So starting with the blog.

It snowed on my first day to office. it snowed like nonstop. whole day.
Tired and jet lag, sleepy.

People have so much of feel good factor... (my people...)