Angry with males

Oh I am very angry and want to vent it out somewhere. I want all mens to just disappear from the earth.

So it was some auspicious day and all the Indian ladies were inviting each out to their home.

It so happened i went to a house, and the husband was alone. i had to wait in the house for sometime. 

This turned out to be a big mistake, i should not be inside the house, because me and him are now alone in the house with no one else. 

That husband got angry with my behaviour and had an argument with his wife later on. The wife was an angel and she came and said to me. although i think she is stupid because she agrees on every crap that he says. anyways, as long as they are in harmony it is good.

sex - is on the top of the men mind. they only think of that. 

just because we are alone doesn't mean we are going to have sex. who thinks like that? 

why is it so wrong, unless your mind is corrupt. 

i think i shouldn't be even wasting my time thinking about this issue. some petty people who don't have anything worthwhile to do, have these as issues. i think i am born to do great things and have a lot in my plate if i am just starting it out. i shouldn't even be worried about what people says.

there will be negative people and the more i climb up, i have to face even tense people like this. i wasted about an hour now just thinking and trying to push that though away from my brain. waste of time, for nothing.

me, my mom, and my feelings

My daughter is having fever for 4th day today, we went to doctor thrice, and each time they are saying different things. I thought my mom should know about it, so i texted her yeasterday night. she texted me back saying take care of her. and today she texted to ask how she was, i was in the clinic then. She had texted me to call her when free, and after few hours called to my husband mobile. she said the usual things like take care of her, put her in layers, feed her nicely. then in the end she kept the phone saying in chennai there is no water, and we here have so many nice facilities and that we should be good. 

What the hell that supposed to mean, is it due to my carelessness that she got fever? in the recent days, she is becoming unbareabley critical. i am trying to brush it aside saying that what she said is her choice, what i have to think about it is my choice. that i know her so well, and that i shouldnt be getting angry knowing her stupidity. she is not very smart, and if she accts out then thats how she is, whats to get angry about it?