Saturday, June 24, 2023

Another fight with my husband, and I hit him very much

So, I lost my self and slapped my husband many times in a fight. 

I have totally wrecked it now. It is a very big deal for him. 

Yes, there are many issues with him, that I want him to fix. But that won't happen. How can I fix this?

I am planning to see phycologist for my self over anger issue and other things to improve my emotional health.

I don't know how many more days this fight is going to go. 

I think I did a pretty good job on handling the aftermath and fixing it. I spoke to him, and it seems he had cooled down a bit. But not sure, he might go back to it again.

Worstdays of my life. I am confident now, I can't do it on my own and need professional help. 

I look for positive things in all the situation, I am trying to do the same here as well. Hope, that is what I am holding on to. 

I have a best life, let me not lose it.