It's long time I blogged.
So I quit my job on 20 April. And it's been 3 months that I am at home enjoying my break.
I had a dream today about my job. I am working in a company that looked like a hole. I had been moved from an assignment because of my "performance" . In my next assignment I was asked to wait for my task. And then in the end , one girl spent 3 hr over a client call which turned out to be an advertisement and she worried what she will fill celoxis task for those 3 hours. I on the other had empty day for most of that day but that worry didn't cross my mind. I was like oh god, something wrong with me I am not efficient. And as the day got closer everyone was asking about their days performance with the lead who by the way was almost a fresher. She was praising all of them who asked, then she pointed out 2 people me and another guy saying we didn't do anything. I was like but you said to wait for your task. Then she said that in my previous assignment she had slept and hence I didn't have a task to do, it is my duty to get the task no matter what. It's then I realized what had happened in my previous assignment, she slept at work and I got the blame. So unfair. She then asked me if I want to go to another cool off period. Then I started pleading from her to give me another chance and asked her if I should just stand on your head for next task and she said yes. Next I was literally standing on top of her head while she was sitting on t he floor and bending and asked me to give me task. It was already 5 and I said I will stay back till 6 so give me task till 6. She then have something and left. I went to restroom and when I was back the phone seemed to have voice message for my lead. I switched it on but didn't pay too much attention as I didn't understand it. Then a conference call us started with my lead and and manager and others. I didn't realize that and thought it was part of another voice mail. Then I was called loudly, are you there are you there? I again apologised and said I had thought it was a voice message running. I looked silly giving that excuse. And as the call was running someone outsider barged in the office and I was alone there. He then went, commenting I was alone and it would be easier for him to take advantage. He is going to come back. I locked all the doors and screamed my manger name who was also a girl. Said the situation and said I am leaving the office. I had to change my clothes before leaving and I was hurrying up. In that tension I woke up.
It was an exact summary of what had happened in my previous job. So came here to blog it.
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