Home continues to suck. It is best if i dont hope for the situation to improve. This is not going to happen. U know when i think about running away, i dont think like, people should miss me. My MIL should realize that how good my daughter in law was. Nah! i dont any of these fucking thing. She should hate me to the core, so that i should be last person on earth that she would want to see. She should feel that she can face anything than to meet me or stay with me. I dont mind if the next daughter in law happens to gel well with her. oh my god, she would stick with them then. ha ha... poor thing. but man, no one in this earth could bare her. she is a torture.
My manager is giving me hopes that for 2 months i can stay away from home. working from different location. keeping my fingers crossed. u have no idea what this means to me. this means air to breath.
Yesterday i met 2 of my college friends. one gal n one boy. i look old it seems :( i did look sad i guess. And u know, the guy was my admirer in college. even he said i look bad now. but he was giving me all meaning full looks, like i can see pain in ur eyes kind of.
he held my hand to see palmistry. he saw my toe length. he said to take care of my hair. he said i got under eye n wrinkles. Man all these emotions, all these care, i have seen it before from a different guy. and i cant do this again. This guy, let me call him Mr. Bob. so Bob has been very supportive and he only pushed me to talk to my manager. he assured me that what im doing is not wrong. and that deserve a break. the break will put my stress to ground level and i can be fresh to handle all the problem once again.
My manager is giving me hopes that for 2 months i can stay away from home. working from different location. keeping my fingers crossed. u have no idea what this means to me. this means air to breath.
Yesterday i met 2 of my college friends. one gal n one boy. i look old it seems :( i did look sad i guess. And u know, the guy was my admirer in college. even he said i look bad now. but he was giving me all meaning full looks, like i can see pain in ur eyes kind of.
he held my hand to see palmistry. he saw my toe length. he said to take care of my hair. he said i got under eye n wrinkles. Man all these emotions, all these care, i have seen it before from a different guy. and i cant do this again. This guy, let me call him Mr. Bob. so Bob has been very supportive and he only pushed me to talk to my manager. he assured me that what im doing is not wrong. and that deserve a break. the break will put my stress to ground level and i can be fresh to handle all the problem once again.
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