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So, like - im 100% confused. not at all clear about what im going to do now. i am struck in a dilemma. i thought this bob guy would help me, but today realized i cannot put the complete responsibility on him. i have to analyse completely and check - what i would be able to, what i want to do, what are the consequences, what r the risk, what r the trade off i need to, what measures i need to take. what r the short time n long time benefits.

but im sleepy now.