So, today is another sucking Saturday and I'm highly depressed already. i hate this house. its been one year, that I'm burning in this hell. its so depressing. and my MIL is so cold. my husband is so useless, and this house is so sick. with the amount of negative energy running in this house, i9 swear a scientific experiment can be conducted on it. i feel like I'm dying a bit at a time. very depressing. u  know about my MIL, man so blood sucking cold she is, any brave person would scruble and die in this house.
but u don't know about my husband, he is such a useless person in this whole world. he is a uss, a sissy. he is such a girl. he would take all his time to dress up, would wash his face some 10 time a day, wouldn't dare to speak back to his mother, who obviously is dominating. i swear if my mother is like her, i would have scolded her to hell. and he gossips, he is nagging, and he loves to put the blame on u for everything that went wrong. just because u didn't open ur mouth to say that it was his mistake for god sake. and he is obviously not brave enough to take a bold decision.
god, i couldn't forgive my self for this mistake i did of marrying him. i will never forgive myself for it.