I was expecting a lot more happiness. so, my mom came down to stay with us for 4 days. today is the first day. i went to bring her down. Man, still by this day all i can think about is my MIL. She is so bad, u know, still that flying attitude towards me when my mom is not around. i so much want to hurt her. physically. i want to hurt her physically. i always picture about killing her, shooting her, burning her, smashing her head, slitting her throat, and other things. thins is like porn to me. i picture this all the time. i couldn't help it. i don't want to. but she, always gives me such cold look, what can i do?
i don't want to stay here. not a minute. i want do something like, going off for a month for now, and stay anywhere apart from home, anyplace will do. it just has to be outside this state.
i wish i can fall in love again. and when u couldn't stop thinking about the person, when u have a smile always by default. and u couldn't stop blushing. when u admire him honestly, and he know it and reciprocate the same.
its such a great feeling. i want it right now. i want to be in love.
i don't want to stay here. not a minute. i want do something like, going off for a month for now, and stay anywhere apart from home, anyplace will do. it just has to be outside this state.
i wish i can fall in love again. and when u couldn't stop thinking about the person, when u have a smile always by default. and u couldn't stop blushing. when u admire him honestly, and he know it and reciprocate the same.
its such a great feeling. i want it right now. i want to be in love.
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