GOD! i couldnt take it anymore. i hate my MIL and there isnt anything that i could do to make it better. what ever effort i put, its all waste. it works fine on that moment, and next day i find myself in the same square.
im so sick n tired of it.
u know, how yesterday i worked my ass off. i feel little sick and my arms n shoulders are aching still. today morning, after getting up, n brooming the entire house, ate boiled corn, which was kept on the dinning table by her, i went to kitchen n asked her, what is to be done. bitch replied, cooking has to be done, what do u mean by what s to be done. man that was a slap on my face. i wanted to pinch off her head n throw it away right at that moment. then i stood there like a shameless tree, fuck, the more i think about it, i more i get angry.
rasam had to be made, i too tamrind and put in the vessel, she interfered, how much u put, then she did some alteration to it. and then she took pepper n jeera,, i asked her,if i can smash it, i took it to the hall, i had so much anger build up, that when i stared smashing it, loud noise was coming, it could be obvious that im angry. my husband said that its loud, but i couldnt control, after sometime, she came n took it from me n went inside.
and she gave me small sambar onions to peel. i stood there in the kitchen near stove and stared peeling. she gave me some hint to go outside but i gave heed to it, then she said it is not for now. so i took it out n did. bitch, she wanted me outside for sometime. yes we both hate each other like hell.
after that i went inside and washed utensils, then i asked her about the recipe that she was making and similar kind of dishes, then she spoke normal. mad bitch... i couldnt handle u.
then cooking was over, we had lunch n i sat in the hall, and she went outside n stood. she is simply standing there, doing nothing, man she is a big freak than me. its 2 o clock now, and my husband said ask her to eat.
i know if i did, she will all the more not eat, but as if i care, so i went n asked to eat. she said she is not hungry. fyi she didnt eat in the morning also as usual
fuck her n her son
i came to room to note this down
the only thing that is making go on today is the knowledge that i will leave this place on Wednesday night. just today, then office a couple of days, then i will be gone... with my mom. i miss her and her positive energy.
im so sick n tired of it.
u know, how yesterday i worked my ass off. i feel little sick and my arms n shoulders are aching still. today morning, after getting up, n brooming the entire house, ate boiled corn, which was kept on the dinning table by her, i went to kitchen n asked her, what is to be done. bitch replied, cooking has to be done, what do u mean by what s to be done. man that was a slap on my face. i wanted to pinch off her head n throw it away right at that moment. then i stood there like a shameless tree, fuck, the more i think about it, i more i get angry.
rasam had to be made, i too tamrind and put in the vessel, she interfered, how much u put, then she did some alteration to it. and then she took pepper n jeera,, i asked her,if i can smash it, i took it to the hall, i had so much anger build up, that when i stared smashing it, loud noise was coming, it could be obvious that im angry. my husband said that its loud, but i couldnt control, after sometime, she came n took it from me n went inside.
and she gave me small sambar onions to peel. i stood there in the kitchen near stove and stared peeling. she gave me some hint to go outside but i gave heed to it, then she said it is not for now. so i took it out n did. bitch, she wanted me outside for sometime. yes we both hate each other like hell.
after that i went inside and washed utensils, then i asked her about the recipe that she was making and similar kind of dishes, then she spoke normal. mad bitch... i couldnt handle u.
then cooking was over, we had lunch n i sat in the hall, and she went outside n stood. she is simply standing there, doing nothing, man she is a big freak than me. its 2 o clock now, and my husband said ask her to eat.
i know if i did, she will all the more not eat, but as if i care, so i went n asked to eat. she said she is not hungry. fyi she didnt eat in the morning also as usual
fuck her n her son
i came to room to note this down
the only thing that is making go on today is the knowledge that i will leave this place on Wednesday night. just today, then office a couple of days, then i will be gone... with my mom. i miss her and her positive energy.
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