Im sad today. I dont know why, but the fake smile that i was holding faded today.
i didnt talk to my crush for 2 days. and he was busy last week, so just hi in the last week, not even bye.. he would go offline. no boost for me. im so sad with my marriage. my life is so boring. i was such a freak who would roam so much, would be outside for the whole day and would go out on every other day. but my fucking husband is not taking me anywhere at all. we are leading such a boring life. i go to office on saturday also to escape borism. and on sunday do daily chore with my fucking MIL. today i was feeling sad about how im have not been out for a very long time. and how my dreams get crushed by my husband the same way my dad used to do. mens all are expert in crushing our dreams. fuck they have the power to do it.