Right now, i have the feeling of just lost. I am feeling so helplessness, not wanting to do anything. scared if i talk to anyone, my anger would spoil the perfectly alright relationship that i am trying to maintain at home. I don't understand why i am so lost and angry. Sometimes just one thing would just trigger it out.
I am trying to get user organised and the more i try to do it, even a smaller set back makes me think, is there any point to put so much effort like a crazy girl in being organised when everything just crumbles down. Even though it might be just a small problem, but i see it as a wasteful thing that i have been doing and it bothers me so much that i became very silent. What confuses me is that i become upset and disoriented for very small things, and i can't express myself otherwise
I am trying to get user organised and the more i try to do it, even a smaller set back makes me think, is there any point to put so much effort like a crazy girl in being organised when everything just crumbles down. Even though it might be just a small problem, but i see it as a wasteful thing that i have been doing and it bothers me so much that i became very silent. What confuses me is that i become upset and disoriented for very small things, and i can't express myself otherwise
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