Today i can call it a day. :) its as if my MIL bowed to me. im happy. i got feeling like, i won.
So, i was totally pissed of and was no longer trying to patch up, and of course the feeling that i always had, things cant get worse than this, so, basically not scared...
So, what happened today was that MIL got hurt in her leg and couldn't walk or stand for a long time, and to top it, she had to do a big pooja with lots of cooking and to top it, she is fasting..., he he cant  get better than this.. anyway... i was helping her, but she was throwing off this attitude that i wrote in my last blog, when i stopped helping her, and came to my room, and stut myself.
After she came with her usual lecture, im sick ,u r not helping blah blah... but my reaction this time was different. i was angry and didnt lend my ears to her words. i kept reading my book. she went off.. and i=one good thing happened.. my husband supported to... thats all i knew and then i shut the door, and i didnt hear anything.... i had my cool... and kept reading...
Then i went to wash my face and went to kitchen to help her... and that bloody bitch acted as if nothing happened.. u fucking bitch... good for u...
so u accept that u were Wrong.... fucking bitch... u better bow to me.