I'm not having any major problem, then why am I still struggling? what am I waiting for? Why I feel I'm getting lost, or I'm losing my old self?
And when I gain control over this confusion and decide to ignore it anyway, I find that every one around me is unsure about them self, in some way or the other. And they were posing threat to me. I lose all my anger over them then and there.
One good or bad thing about me is that I don’t react at all, at least don’t react instantly. This gives people time to explain them self, show why they did what they did. And my great soul, I still don’t react. They feel the empty gap and come close to verge of breaking. And I, I still don’t react. That’s who I am. I don’t react. You might say im lost in my own world, but in fact im watching. just plain watching, like how a kid watches you. or how u watch a tv.
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